I am losing out on time.. I feel.
I am being left behind.. Everyone has left the road and moved ahead, way way ahead and I'm still here standing on the road and waiting for them.
My life has mostly been about waiting for people. People, even when they have already left the road and moved far away but I've found myself stagnant, in the same position struggling to move on, trying to grasp how people change so fast.
The complexities of life.
I try to laugh and brush it off aside, deep down knowing I do care.
There's a lot going on in my mind right now.
No matter how much I try to bring things out and talk about it, I can't so I thought I should blog about it and let it go so it makes me feel better but the words don't come out.
They just remain inside..
I am being left behind.. Everyone has left the road and moved ahead, way way ahead and I'm still here standing on the road and waiting for them.
My life has mostly been about waiting for people. People, even when they have already left the road and moved far away but I've found myself stagnant, in the same position struggling to move on, trying to grasp how people change so fast.
The complexities of life.
I try to laugh and brush it off aside, deep down knowing I do care.
There's a lot going on in my mind right now.
No matter how much I try to bring things out and talk about it, I can't so I thought I should blog about it and let it go so it makes me feel better but the words don't come out.
They just remain inside..