me

"You believe in everything apart from yourself and your ..." i was told.
"I believe in me but at the same time i dont believe in..." i said
"You don't have to believe in anyone else but you.." the voice answered back.
"Sometimes you just gotta believe more.."

I was beginning to believe that the people who "knew" me did not actually "know' me..
they didn't know the real me..
What followed after was insecurity and sadness.. an unexplainable feeling when you can't express how you feel.. and the feeling was not too happy.

I don't know if i am a happy-go-lucky person..
I am not. I know i am not.

I am just someone.. i don't know.. there's so much..
maybe you would want to know someday.