The song of eternal dusk

Yes okay.. so I used to write.. and its been like almost two years I haven't written anything.
I used to post on this place called ArcanumCafe.com - . a long lost place i used to frequent. when words were easy to come out for me.. and every time i posted there, it felt amazing!
It may feel strange but I actually loved posting there! Loved the feedback as well that came along with it..
posting one of my poems here that I wrote back in 2008..  It was called "The song of eternal dusk".
That time was different.. this time is different.
you could also visit the link and have a look at it there, but i want to post it here anyway.

http://www.arcanumcafe.com/community/showthread.php?t=75425

" love, today i set you free

i know you will never follow me 
stop me.. one last time 
whisper "you are mine"
tell me you will love me till the end of time 

stop me before i am gone 
you know i will forever be alone..

walking in your garden 
everything seems abandoned 
don't let me go
i love you more than i show 

some wounds won't heal 
remember the moments i made you feel

the days are full of darkness 
the sun has stopped shining
i am ready to leave.. yet i am pining 

I wish you would stop me 
so we can swim to the moon

and go across the tide 
confess the feelings we hide.. 

as the dawn.. dawns on me 
i look at you one last time

 will never say goodbye 
so i disappear into the mist.. while looking at the sky "  

 
 

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living..
I want to know what you ache for.. and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me where you live..
I want to know what you long for..
It doesn't interest me who you know..
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you like it that way..
I want to know if you can see "beautiful" even when its' not "beautiful"..
if you have the beauty to see beauty even in the simplest things.

Dreams I

I was awake. But it felt every bit that I was still dreaming, that I was still in a state of dream. 

I wasn’t sure why but everything appeared fuzzy.  I was running towards the sea in the hope that I would catch you,  but you were nowhere.  You were nowhere to be found. 
But I kept on running,  hoping to reach the sea but the distance grew longer and longer.
I did not know why it was happening to me,  why the distance grew every passing moment.
I wanted to reach the sea,  up until the end even if it meant drowning in it.
But something kept me afar and I wasn’t sure what it was.